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【NFDM-529】いもうとは最凶アイドル父とは近親相姦?長男次男とは近親S女あず希

Source global Wall Street Journal     time 2020-02-29 09:03:33
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【NFDM-529】いもうとは最凶アイドル父とは近親相姦?長男次男とは近親S女あず希 �


HewantedtosaysomethinglatertoConnieaboutthedemi-viergebusiness...thehalf-virginstateofheraffairs.Buthecouldnotbringhimselftodoit.Hewasatoncetoointimatewithherandnotintimateenough.Hewassoverymuchatonewithher,inhismindandhers,butbodilytheywerenon-existenttooneanother,andneithercouldbeartodraginthecorpusdelicti.Theyweresointimate,andutterlyoutoftouch.

`Itsoundslikegoingtohaveyourtonsilscut,'laughedConnie.`Willitbeaneffort?'

`Unlessyoulikeit,ofcourse!'saidherfatherhastily.ToCliffordhesaidthesame,whenthetwomenwerealone:`I'mafraiditdoesn'tquitesuitConnietobeademi-vierge.'

Cliffordhadquiteanumberoffriends,acquaintancesreally,andheinvitedthemtoWragby.Heinvitedallsortsofpeople,criticsandwriters,peoplewhowouldhelptopraisehisbooks.AndtheywereflatteredatbeingaskedtoWragby,andtheypraised.Connieunderstooditallperfectly.Butwhynot?Thiswasoneofthefleetingpatternsinthemirror.Whatwaswrongwithit?

Herfatherwarnedheragain:`Whydon'tyougetyourselfabeau,Connie?Doyouallthegoodintheworld.'

Whatcouldshedobutleaveitalone?Sosheleftitalone.MissChatterleycamesometimes,withheraristocraticthinface,andtriumphed,findingnothingaltered.ShewouldneverforgiveConnieforoustingherfromherunioninconsciousnesswithherbrother.Itwasshe,Emma,whoshouldbebringingforththestories,thesebooks,withhim;theChatterleystories,somethingnewintheworld,thatthey,theChatterleys,hadputthere.Therewasnootherstandard.Therewasnoorganicconnexionwiththethoughtandexpressionthathadgonebefore.Onlysomethingnewintheworld:theChatterleybooks,entirelypersonal.

Thegayexcitementhadgoneoutofthewar...dead.Toomuchdeathandhorror.Amanneededsupportaridcomfort.Amanneededtohaveananchorinthesafeworld.Amanneededawife.

Connie'sfather,wherehepaidaflyingvisittoWragby,andinprivatetohisdaughter:AsforClifford'swriting,it'ssmart,butthere'snothinginit.Itwon'tlast!ConnielookedattheburlyScottishknightwhohaddonehimselfwellallhislife,andhereyes,herbig,still-wonderingblueeyesbecamevague.Nothinginit!Whatdidhemeanbynothinginit?Ifthecriticspraisedit,andClifford'snamewasalmostfamous,anditevenbroughtinmoney...whatdidherfathermeanbysayingtherewasnothinginClifford'swriting?Whatelsecouldtherebe?

Stillhewasambitious.Hehadtakentowritingstories;curious,verypersonalstoriesaboutpeoplehehadknown.Clever,ratherspiteful,andyet,insomemysteriousway,meaningless.Theobservationwasextraordinaryandpeculiar.Buttherewasnotouch,noactualcontact.Itwasasifthewholethingtookplaceinavacuum.Andsincethefieldoflifeislargelyanartificially-lightedstagetoday,thestorieswerecuriouslytruetomodernlife,tothemodernpsychology,thatis.


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